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Have you ever talked to God?
Have you ever considered that...
Well, maybe it's not God you're talking to?
Maybe it's nothing at all...

Have you ever gone over a
Conversation in your mind?
Prentended to hear something that...
Well, maybe you wanted or needed to hear?

Well maybe that's just it...
Maybe when you 'pray', maybe the reply
Isn't actually God, maybe it's...
It's something you want or need to hear...

And because you finally hear it
You feel that if you 'pray' again,
you'll feel the same way
you did when you heard those
Lifting words.

It's almost like a drug
A drug that brings false hope.
But... It brings hope, right?
Right... So why do we put down reliegion
As though it was doing more harm than good?

It's sin...

So many questions
Why does life suck?
Why are out parents so against us?
Do they hate us? Then...
Why did they create us?

Are they disappointed in us?
What did they expect?
A perfect child?
Surely not...

Still the question lies,
Why?
To cover up for their mistakes?
They expect us to complete
what they couldn't?

So many questions...
So, who the FUCK has
the answers?
Who?

To Parents
I hate to break it to you, but...
Nobody's perfect,
And if ther was...

No! It's not possible.
Everyone and everything has a flaw,
So no matter how hard you try,
We're not going to be perfect.

It's about time we stop dreaming and
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I'm so cut...

I went out with a few friends today,
knowing that I would eventually get to see her.
We met up for about 10 minutes before she had to depart
to catch a movie with a friend.

Anyway, as the numbers in my squad
slowly died away, I decided to message her
to see where she was.
No answer...

10 minutes go by
20 minutes,
a further 6 minutes before I'm on my own...
30 minutes,
then 40...
It's time for me to get going now.

I call for a ride...
Then she replied...
finally...

Why the fuck did she take so long? I don't know.
I'm really cut at the moment...

Well, tennis is over,
we lost to Alex and Ashley.
I knew we would lose,
we didn't have a chance.

Anyway, tomorrow is a new day.
I'm going up to Miranda with some friends,
and she might be there...

Today I played in a tournament,
she invited me to play in it and I accepted her invite
knowing full well that I was about to get slaughtered...
But I did it for her.
So far I've only played friends,
people I know.
They're all better than me
yet...
They showed no mercy

Tomorrow
I play doubles with her,
I can't wait, yet...
I'd hate to let her down.
We both know the opposition,
we both know their weak points and their strong points.
I should get some rest before the matches tomorrow,

Goodnight

Today she kissed me.
It wasn't much of a kiss,
more a peck on the cheek...
But a kiss none-the-less.

Today, I played tennis,
she was there.
She watched me play,
and as I went to finish the match

I cracked up laughing.
I don't know what came over me,
but it happened so suddenly
I collapsed onto my knees and just sat there...
Laughing

A few months ago, she broke up with me.
I couldn't take it. Life just wasn't worth living.
Well, that's what I thought
But then I met you...

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